Pei Ying Huang, a 30-year-old from Taiwan, recalls that she began to doubt her sexuality from the third grade of elementary school, and when the school opened to an LGBT group to speak on campus, the speaker said to them, “if you are a girl and you like girls. Then you’re. You’re probably gay. “when she heard this, it seemed as if she knew the answer to her gender confusions. In addition, when she was sexually assaulted by a relative in the fifth grade, she began to have a serious rejection of men and even began to shape her masculine appearance.”in fact, at the end of each relationship is very painful.” Huang admits that she has had 10 partners in her 15 years of gay lifestyles, but the end of each term will only make her more depressed, and as she grows up, her heart will start to become painful and more struggle. Because she didn’t know if the path she had chosen was the right one, and the emptiness in her heart was getting stronger. Having a same-sex partner can not fill the void in her heart.